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Sunday, June 04, 2006

Can't I?>

Can't I do something to myself that makes me happy? Can't I? People say thoughts are what counts. It really does to me but when I thought that someone thought about me but does not, it crushes me. Been waiting for that person to say something but I guess it doesn't matter anymore now. I realise I shouldn't expect so much. What I did on my birthday? Same thing I did last year. Alone at home. Wasn't expecting much. Missing my brother. I haven't met him still. Im now in the mood to listen to sad songs. Wonder why everyone thinks that on your birthday you celebrate it with your family? And your family thinks you celebrate it with your friends. In the end you don't even celebrate it. Am I making such a big fuss out of it? Maybe its just how I feel. I believe that we should be happy on our birthday not to say that I wasn't happy. Im contented. Urgh! Just feel like crying.Haiz.

I hate being asked to do things. The more you force me to do it, the more I won't.

I may be a follower and not a leader but I don't follow blindly.

You may not love me but I do love you very much.

I won't ask anything from you but a hug and some time together.

I'd do anything for you but hurt you.

Goodbye.